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Hello, my name is PAINTING. I really LOVE MUSIC. I love TV DRAMAS especially with HAPPY ENDING.

Screams



1.30.2005
2nd day after friday-tat fateful day...still cannot forget wat happen...it is alady after 24h,i still keep thinking of it.Everytime i thought of it,i will still wanna cry....mabbe crying is not the best solution but at least i will feel better after crying.nobody understand wat i m feeling now,no matter how u say:"it's okay,dun worry,he dun mind to scold u" i will onli feel happy for tat 1 min,but after tat i will feel sad again.nobody noe the feeling,nobody had ever experience it b4.for tat moment chew scolded mi,my brain froze.i was so scared,esp the 2nd time he asked mi to play,i get more nervous than the 1st time....tell u the truth,my brain is really freezing at the moment.FREEZING~the last time i had this feeling is when i m in pri2.from young,when i m very nervous,scare,my brain will feel lyk freezing den i will feel lyk fainting.Nobody noe i have this kind of illness.so when chew ask mi to play the 2nd time,i really feel lyk fainting.head painful,giddy.this is the 1st time i feel tat my brain is freezing after 6yrs.hahax...dunno wat to do then...