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Overview
Hello, my name is PAINTING. I really LOVE MUSIC. I love TV DRAMAS especially with HAPPY ENDING.
Screams
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1.29.2005
i still feel very bad today.....chew scolding mi image keep on flashing in my mind....dunno y keep thinking of it...haix...sianx...although i m not as angry as ytd,i m still very disappointed in chew.i guess he is oso very disappointed in mi....m i wrong to purposely dun play for him?wat m i suppose to do den?so confuse....i cant face him in band anymore.i will get more nervous when he call mi to play infront of him n the whole band.i alady lose all my confidence ytd...so when he ask mi to play again,will it be worst den ytd?will he scold mi again....i realli feel very scare to go band....when he conduct the band,can i skip?muz i do tat 4ever?i haf alady done my best to play,cos i m veri nervous so keep on playing the wrong thing.i dont want tat to happen too...y cant chew thought of our feeling?is he realli tat selfish?he onli noe how to scold ppl,but had nv thought of others feeling!i tried my best to 4got wat he scold mi,but i juz cant 4get it in the time being....gib mi more time,i will try my best to 4get it....also,can any1 tell mi if i still love band,love my horn?i really confuse... :(
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