HI GUYS.
GUITAR ENSEMBLE - GET HIGH! BE HIGH!
venue: LT4
time: 1215pm
date: 31/3/09pls come down and support us!
thanks! =D
post picture time.
haha.
SL trip on the 16/3/09.
and DIM SUM BUFFET ytd!
haha.pay money to torture ourselves.
Just 2 photos.
cz we r so full and damn lazy to move and take pictures.
haha.
hehex.
i m as tall as yuling n yeqi ah!
HAHA. so satisfied.=_=
from ytd's meal, we promised each other NOT to have buffet in future anymore!
haha!
yup.
yesterday guitar prac was soooo tiring.
but i would say that it's damn meaningful and i guessed we have learned a lot from our mistakes.
and certainly, we have improved. yesh. i really feel so.
i hope that everything just turn out fine on the day of performance.
and hope that ppl at the atrium and stay really quiet! if not really cant hear us la!
=_= haha.
oh ya.
tml maybe going out with WHY.
cz they haven tell me where and what time to meet.
so i suppose that there is still a slim chance of canceling it.(my 6th sense!)
no matter what. i still wan to get out of my house! if not i will go far east alone to shop! i dun care! haha.
also, sharm is not going.
oh no. soo sad. a bit shao xing liao.
so damn long nv go out.
but sharm! look here! dun be stress over such a small test la. no kick one ok! relaxx!! =)
yup. aiyo.
oh.
any kind soul here can recommend me where to print Tee for CCA?
we have come out with designs.
but now we dunno where to make it.
i only know of far east - Chickos. ( i wonder if it is spell this way.)
sultan told me about queensway. but it's so damn far from my hse.
no~
hai.
but nvm,shall not rush over it.
cz in the first place, we FORGOT to collect money from the members. haha.
well well well.
this hols is damn relax for me i shld say.
have been sleeping,watching tv,playing computer.
i have purposely slow down my pace of studying in order to feel more relax and not being tied up by tutorials or exams.
let me have more free time and do what I LIKE - sleeping. zzZZ.
i hope through this, i will not feel so stress and thus, DROP LESS HAIR PLEASE!
=))
haha.
alright.
i m going to watch tv now again.11pm channel 8.
i like to watch repeated shows!
woosh.
alamak! my bro and my bag are going to arrive nx wk by post!
i shld have gone down to marina and take it!
haha. and save $5.50. but doesnt matter to me, my bro is going to pay for it!
=))
haha.
i was feeling so damn relax and shiok today!
cz i slept for dunno how many hours.
i woke up at 10am and went back to slp at 12pm.
wow.
sleeping is really my fave hobby sia.
but I KNOW, it's wasting my
youth.my cousins came to my hse,
i tot i will just go n have a short nap.
who noes, when i woke up, they left.
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oh,
have been feeling v guilty.
for not studying for geog test nx week.=_=
sian. where got so fast test one!
haha.
and not completing my hw yet!
nvm.
i will finish it b4 the hols.
tml is guitar day.
and i think i shall be a good girl and acc my dad to the hospital.
or should i not? cz sure nid to wait v long to see the doc one!
haha.
i will just go la. cz maybe after tat can go have dinner or window shopping!
i hope so~
=)
yesterday was such a sad day la.
everyone was so damn excited to go sentosa and play!
but the weather did not seem to support us.
it kept raining!
=______=
it made everyone dull.
hais.
i was so excited initially.
din expect to go home so early..never play or have fun at all.
=_=
but luckily,
i think the SL prog was fun.
i really get to know a lot of plants,nature and stuffs.
a rare rare rare experience for me.
Hort Park was damn cool.
it has all the different kinds of plants,spices and GAMES.
woow.
i dunno there's such a place exist in this little red dot Singapore.
kind of surprise.
Uncle Alan has taught me quite a number of things..
showing me different kinds of lemongrass?
and most imptly, he let me taste a lot of different fruits,leafs,spices RAW.
haha.
nv in my life man.
so cool.
yup.
i like ytd's session.
except for the lousy weather.
Oh yes.
yesterday went out to watch movie with sharon serene peiqi jieying.
i was pretty excited as my last went out was before CNY.2months ago.
which means that i stayed at home for whole 2 months.
it's not surprising or special for me. yeah.
we watched COMING SOON.
and guess what? i wanna fall asleep.
it's not scary AT ALL.
not even a scene has shocked me.
lame shit la.
i watched yu le bai fen bai, luo zhi xiang said the movie was so damn scary.
it's all crap.
i will rate the film, 0 stars.
haha. or probably i m too brave?
cz sharon n peiqi were very scare?
peiqi reaction damn big.
i got more shocked on her reaction then the scary scene.
well.
i dunno.
i just seem to be living a whole of my own.
my own practically is a whole of ONLY MYSELF. not even my parents.
i m behaving not like a 18 year old girl definitely.
sometimes, this sentence keep flashing through my mind,
i have no frens, no activities, no life but just books.it seems quite true right.
but i can tell everyone this fact,
do you think i like to stay at home and stare at my notes everyday?
do you think i dun like to go out with frens and relax?
do you think i am just a plain mugger?
well. my ans is No.
i dun like all this.
it's my surroundings that cause me to be like this.
no teenager would like this kind of life i believe.
and so do i.
but i do not have a choice.
so people,please understand me.
haix. and that's my biggest problem.
nobody understands me except myself.
and i really miss the out-going, happy and active PYT.
i dun wan to go to sch!
esp this few days..or weeks to be exact.
i am just sad over lots n lots of things.
studies, relationship, guitar etc.
it just seems that whatever things that i had put efforts in,
do turn out the way i expected it to be.
it's all inversely proportionate to my hand work.
in short,all my hard work just doesnt pay off.
i hope i can stop being such a perfectionist.
i always imagine myself as a clear and transparent
piece of glass,and i do my best to keep the glass out of scratches.
however, often the case, the more i want to keep this glass clear,
the more scratches it will have.
lots and Lots
AND LOTS.i just cant stand it!!!
how i wish i can vent out my discontentment by shouting or scolding and not coping myself in my room with tears dripping
.i would say i m a very sensitive girl.
so any little statement can make my heart sank to the bottom.
just like what Mr Toh told me TWICEEEE in class,
" what happen to you? i m expecting an A or B from you. you did not perform this time"
Pls!
i hope he wun say this to me for the third time.
cz for the past 2 times, i already fought hard to keep my tears back into my eyes.
and i doubt i can still do that for the 3rd time.
i noe he meant well.
that's why i feel even bad when i din perform. -
such a failure.and if anyone out there see me irritating, or you simply do not like my face,
pls do so and tell me.
it's much better then acting friendly to me but keep suan-ing me?
there's nth i could do right?
i cant make everyone like my attitude or behaviour.
i got to live for myself.
so pls forgive me if i just ignore you guys in future.
becz i always believe that if u do not like me, why shld i keep sticking out with you?
and u will just get pissed off right.yes,
so for me, now, school is just a place for me to Study and nth else.
staying at home in my tiny room would be what i am looking forward everyday.
omg.
i am so pressurised.
serious!
a lot of ppl did v well this year for their Alvl.
oh man.
i dunno what i am going to do la.
maybe i m just too exaggerate about it.
but just think about it,
if i cant even score well for my block test, despite studying 'hard' (eh,actually not that hard la),
i still get such a shit results.
den what about Alvls?
ppl might say there's no time to study for blk test, therefore, we dun perform as well as before.
however, come to think of it, block test only test us for A FEW topics (except for geog,whole syllabus!=_=), and we cant even score well.
den what can we expect for our Alvl right?
hmm. that's my own opinion. you guys can choose to ignore.
haha.
but certainly, the tension is here.
and it's going to hit me hard.
yup.
kinda agree with what mr wan said today.
this is our last year, if we work hard and go for it, what's the point of studying for the past 12 years?
i m going to work doubly hard.
haix.
but i always say that,when did i follow to do that?
aiyo.
stress stress.
me : 'AAA...when r u going to be mine?'
AAA: ' Next year! yeah!"
me : ' oh yeah! come to my side!"
=_=
omg.
i m going insane.
ah!
block test results out.
my maths just suxxxxxxxxx!
ahhh.
i failed to maintain my standard la,failed to hit my own target.
i told my dad abt it, and he's just so disappointed!
and my mum,asking me to make a u-turn to POLY.
she's a bit exaggerating...
i was very disappointed with myself too.
过不了自己的那一关！好难过啊！
i believe i can do better if i am given extra time to study!
haiyo.
no point blaming now.
i just hope that this fall will encourage me to study even harder.
i need time to sleep!
it's been damn long since the last time i had my AFTERNOON NAP!
wooow! afternoon nap! my fave past-time.
but recently, we have been attending extra lessons until 5pm,cca until 6pm.
even this sat, i will be having guitar.
this is because guitar is having a performance during Get High! session on the 24/3/09.
guys pls can and support...
~_~
PE recently was damn tiring.
run 6rounds.
omg. i had a hard time with tat.
i really hate running! cz it builds up my thigh and leg muscles.
eeew. not v nice.
now den i now how fun badminton is...woosh.
OH YAR!
darren phua! u rmb what u said to me during GP LECTURE today!
so loud still!eeeeew.
i want to take revenge, you little eyes!
MUAHAHAHA.
=X
hope my online bag can arrive fast and my bro quickly return me my money!
=X just kidding.
