AHHHHH.

i m so pissed off with myself la!
i dunno why i just cant concentrate on my studies.
i am not joking.

i dun seem to be putting in all my effort in studying and days to ALVL is decreasing exponentially.

i dunno.
i seriously dun feel like going for ALVL.
cz i know for sure that i am not going to get the results i want!!!!!!
I want to get an A for phy!!! I want to see miracle happen!!
hmmm. it's such a slim probability.
but i have been working hard. how come i still do not see any improvement?!?!
the more i do practice papers, the more demoralized i am.
and GP too. why why why!?!?!

thus, i dun see any point for me take the exam?!?!

i have been asking myself:
' will i get straight As if i u-turn this yr?'

well, i think...high possibility.
it sounds like a tempting choice.

i know everyone is v stress over this period.
must not give up!!
=(
( i think i m contradicting myself for saying that)


in conclusion,
i m just soooo damn screwed.
16days left. what miracle can i get?
i think it's more realistic to find a wall n just bang my head on it. =(
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PAINTING. :-)
I JUST WISH THAT MY PARENTS N BRO ARE ALWAYS HEALTHY.
IT'S JUST SO SIMPLE.
i love SINGING! cause i'm SINGaporean.