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Hello, my name is PAINTING. I really LOVE MUSIC. I love TV DRAMAS especially with HAPPY ENDING.
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9.16.2005
please please please..my head is already all filled tests,exams and some personal problems. now still got primary sch frenz to handle.. my god! i m not superwoman ok? so shocked to receive message from my primary sch frenz.. i dun really noe him well.. guess wat is his nick in msn? XXX LOVE XXX.. ARH!!! that is so ()@&$*(@%^$&*@)!_ (disgusting) i really dun lyk him.. cz my heart is filled... (with hw lar..dun think too much) there isnt anymore space for him.. so pls,stop all this things!! arh i m so confused i m not brave enough to start the 1st step... i cant imagine wat will happen to me if i start the 1st step?? if it really happen,how will ppl think of me? can it last long? i dun wan to start becz i noe it will b so hurtful when it ends.. pls understand me.. dun mistaken me. dun hate me.. iloveyou 9.14.2005
mummy is away for the 5th day...hope time will pass v quickly.. i wan mummy to cum back to my side.. without mummy,i keep feeling there is smth missing at home. she is IMPT.. hahax dunno wat happen to me, feeling so sad,guilty,angry this few days. quite stress also.. in 2.5 weeks,end of year exam will start, and i dunno why i am thinking of those v stupid thingy. everyone make mistake right? i m really feeling v guilty now.. i scolded the wrong person.. dunno wat to do now.. hope that person wun mind.. be more gentleman mar, dun b angry over small things... however,i m v angry oso.. i hate ppl DAO me.. wat haf i done wrong? actually i wanna to greet someone, but that monster DAO me back.. WAT IS TAT!!! think i saw that monster,i v happy izzit? early in the morning destroy my mood!!!! forget it, DUN BOTHER ANYMORE. concentrate on my studies better.. spoil my mood... 9.11.2005
yo man..quite a long time nv post le.. ytd when to my pri sch gathering... hahax..i was crapping all the way.. i was only trying to make the atmosphere "high" but they say i v noisy... *()#&^@^%$_#_ go BBQ shld b noisy wat.. so quiet for wat.. mabbe i was too "OVER" that make them so TAO YAN WO.. but i dun mind.. dun tok to me lor.. i m okay wif it.. juz nx time dun invite me to their BBQ again.. they always invite me,den when i go there,they left me alone doing nth... SO SIAN LEH.. i nid to reivse maths de.. waste my time.. maybe we haf generation gap lar. the gathering was lyk 2 group of ppl.. i tried to tok to them, instead of replying me, they DAO me... #&^@)(& aiya.. anyway it has alady pass... no point saying who's right n who's wrong.. hahax.. busy now,gtg 9.04.2005
aiyoyoyo...so suay this few days.. kanna punish by tien to write summary.. so i rush on fri n gib it to yuling.. however she thought tat it was after holiday den pass up, so she DIN help me to pass it to tien.. (*&*^^%$$$#&( i m so SUAY.. den i thought my sci wb at home,cz not in sch.. WHU NOES, it is not at my house... DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE. my frenz din bring to sch den kanna punish write 5000 lines. i lost my book,sure double,10 000 lines.. and oso re-do the wb oso.. how m i going to complete tat? OH NO.. still got 3projects for me to complete this weekend... and homeworks and revision.. *crycry* so scare..dun dare to tell tien i lost his wb.. sure kanna scolding.. hope he wun b so cruel to ask me write 10 000 lines.. this is so SCARY!!! can anyone imagine tat? 10 000 lines.. can break record. also,i need to go back to sch for cca on wed n thurs, friday for extra maths lesson... ARH..this is so "WONDERFUL" right????? this is WORST den schooldays... my only wish for now is i can find my sci wb.. if i really can find my wb,half of my problems can b solved.. pray god. if really cannot find,den i hope tien wun ask me to write so many lines.. mabbe 500? so nervous..scare to go back to sch tml.. |
