Time is running out.
RUNNING OUT!!!!!!!!!

u think i am talking and saying about olvl?
does it matter to me??
frankly speaking,

olevel is nothing to me now.
what i want now is to pray hard for my ah ma.

doctorS are saying that she is already at her finishing line,
she is going to end her 77years of journey really soon.

my parents are really depressed.
this is the first time i see my dad getting worried.
he has never appear sad in front of me.
this is the first time.

my mum has been going to my ah ma hse and hospital recently.
leaving me at home alone.
my mum is doing her best to accompany her.

me?
i really dunno what to do.
i cant appear sad in front of dad n mum.
they are v gloomy too.
i got to hide in my blanket and cry sometimes.

i really cannot imagine days without my ah ma.
i really dunno what will happen to my saturdays where i used to visit her.

i really had a lot of gd memories in my ah ma hse with my ah ma and cousins.
though we have grown up,
we still love going there and chit chat.

what if my ah ma is not there anymore?
will we still go there every saturday?
hahax. my dad say No.

she's now in the hospital.
days are running out.
i am scared.
really scared.

heaven is being so unfair to me.
why do i need to face such situation?
with olvl on the left and death on the right?

i cant focus on work.
ah ma is much more impt for me.

i am so worried.
she says she will leave us this month.
she will not survive till next month.
she is feeling terrible now.

now till the end of the month is only about 20days.
I WANT TO BUY MORE TIME!

i wan my ah ma by my side.
she cannot leave us.
nonono.

looking at the photos we took..
she was so healthy and happy then.
now,
she's like a living skeleton.
very skinny.

i hope to give her happiness before she leaves.
but how?
any practical suggestions?


if i suddenly absent from school,
that will be the day.

BE STRONG. I <3 YOU

I am really feel very down now.
the fire at blk 683 really gave me a shock.

it's scary man.
the whole shop was burnt.
wat's more,
2 siblings were burnt to death alive.
CAN YOU GUYS IMAGINE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can..that's why i am truly depressed.

see,
life is really precious.
u never have expected u will meet a fire
and burnt to death.

probably this incident happened near my house,
therefore,
it really surprised me.
i am feeling very very very low now.

therefore,
i wanna and gonna look down on those people
who always say that their life was boring,they
got no1 accompany them and they have the thought
of committing suicide!

look here..
I LOOK DOWN ON ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE THE THOUGHT.
EVEN FOR JUST HAVING THE THOUGHT FOR A SECOND.
SHAME ON YOU!!

life is so precious and yet some people wanted to end it.
i really hope there can be a donation of "life" in this world.
those idiotic,foolish people can donate their life to someone
in the world who cherish it.

that will be wonderful isn' it?

this incident really woke me up from my sleep.
i have realised that life is full of surprises.
it may be good or bad.
so, i am going to live my life without any regrets.
i am going to do my best for everything.
i hope you guys could do and feel the same as i am.

let's pray for the victims.

yo.long time no see.
hahax.

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

hahax.
i had a great time ytd with my old frenz.

it's indeed fun lar.
yup.
we went to mrs yeo hse.
hahax.
omg!
she just gave birth to her 2nd child!
SOO CUTE!

we so lucky..got e chance to see her baby.
heex.
darren is SOOOO CUTE TOO!
his face is totally e same as mrs yeo's face.
he's so clever..
can answer every que tat hweeyon ask.
WOOHOO~

yup.
yanyin,jiaqi,rachel,yenling,delcine,sczewe,yenteng,jiajie,yongjie,jingkang,
hweeyon,weikang,weekiat,vincent,shiming,honghui,chongsian..
that's abt all..
so many ppl right.
hahax.
we got a shock again.
yongjie grew taller again.
wah.tat's a great scene man.
he is taller den me by 30cm.
he is 191 OK~
(*()@%&^%$!*^$_@
hweeyon was irritating lar..
"bully" darren.
but..it's soooo funny.
yup.
it's been so long i have seen rachel.
she's pretty.
jiaqi is still e same.
as for yanyin...i see her in sch everyday lar..
hmm.we chatted for 4h?
from 3+ to 7+ .
hope we din disturb mrs yeo from resting.
cz she just gave birth 2weeks ago.
HAHAX
so cool right.
i love my pri sch mates!
P5 & 6 - 9 ROX!


finally it's holiday now..
but,
it's not meant for us to play or relax..
gotta revise for prelim.

i really dunno how i will react when i get back my papers.
cz i have really done badly badly badly.
haix.

it's ok.
anyway i dunno where i m heading to..
JC OR POLY?
no idea at ALL!

hmm.alright.
i shall not crap here anymore.
see ya.
good luck to everyone!

PAINTING. :-)
I JUST WISH THAT MY PARENTS N BRO ARE ALWAYS HEALTHY.
IT'S JUST SO SIMPLE.
i love SINGING! cause i'm SINGaporean.