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Hello, my name is PAINTING. I really LOVE MUSIC. I love TV DRAMAS especially with HAPPY ENDING.

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1.29.2005
yesterday was e worst day in my life.This is the first time i got scolded by my band conductor infront of the whole band....At tat moment i was very angry wif him,REALLY ANGRY.feel lyk quiting band.i feel lyk an extra in my band...i haf the most problems,allergy to silver,band uniform to small.now,i even got scolded by my conductor,i c no point to stay in the band.In order not to let my frenz worry abt mi,i force my tears to go back to my eyes.At nite,i realli could not stand all the pressure n stress around mi le,i hide in my blanket n cried softly(not to let my family noe).when i was on my way home wif my frenz,i feel sad and really feel lyk crying out.but infront of my frenz,i still smile @ them,fake smile...Then when i reach home,i am alady in very bad mood le.My stupid brother still comes and irritate mi and my mum still blame mi for not watching the washing machine for her....so depress....actualli i haf been wanting to quit band since 2004,cos my lips is allergy to 'dirty' thing and my lips oso got problems after i haf play my instru...really irritating......i dunno wat to say now,juz wan to cry out loud for e time being....