Oh yes.

yesterday went out to watch movie with sharon serene peiqi jieying.
i was pretty excited as my last went out was before CNY.2months ago.
which means that i stayed at home for whole 2 months.
it's not surprising or special for me. yeah.

we watched COMING SOON.
and guess what? i wanna fall asleep.
it's not scary AT ALL.
not even a scene has shocked me.
lame shit la.
i watched yu le bai fen bai, luo zhi xiang said the movie was so damn scary.
it's all crap.
i will rate the film, 0 stars.
haha. or probably i m too brave?
cz sharon n peiqi were very scare?
peiqi reaction damn big.
i got more shocked on her reaction then the scary scene.




well.
i dunno.
i just seem to be living a whole of my own.
my own practically is a whole of ONLY MYSELF. not even my parents.
i m behaving not like a 18 year old girl definitely.

sometimes, this sentence keep flashing through my mind,
i have no frens, no activities, no life but just books.
it seems quite true right.

but i can tell everyone this fact,
do you think i like to stay at home and stare at my notes everyday?
do you think i dun like to go out with frens and relax?
do you think i am just a plain mugger?


well. my ans is No.
i dun like all this.
it's my surroundings that cause me to be like this.
no teenager would like this kind of life i believe.
and so do i.
but i do not have a choice.

so people,please understand me.


haix. and that's my biggest problem.
nobody understands me except myself.
and i really miss the out-going, happy and active PYT.

PAINTING. :-)
I JUST WISH THAT MY PARENTS N BRO ARE ALWAYS HEALTHY.
IT'S JUST SO SIMPLE.
i love SINGING! cause i'm SINGaporean.