Time was up.
and i have lost my most most most beloved grandma.

she's excellent.
she's marvelous.
she's the best.

this few days were terrible for everyone.
esp the day she went.

well.
i just can say my ah ma has probably "planned" every thing.
the day she went..
was the only day when ALL her children and her grandchildren came to visit her.
even her 'just 1mth' kana sun'(in hokkien-which means grandchild's child)
cz not 1mth yet,she cannot visit my grandma.
and sat was the 1mth celebration..and sun was the day my grandma left us.

i dunno how to explain.
every thing just seems to be planned.
i rmb 2weeks b4 olvl.
i went to visit her..
i told her tat i m going to take olvl,so i will be rather bz.
and cant visit her v often.
she's already vvv weak then.
doctor predicted her to leave abt 3wks later.
but somehow,
she wanted me to complete my olvl successfully first,so she held on to the last moment.
and my cousin taking Alvl too.

it's sounds strange,
but it really happened.

ah ma really cared for her children,her grandchildren.
she's a great mother.

my auntie told her just b4 she went,
"ah bu,i still want to be ur daughter next life,u want?"
my ah ma nodded.
it's strange.
cz at the vv last moment,she cannot hear anything already and she's vvvvvvvvvvvvv weak.
but she still can sense our love and nodded.
den she dropped her last tear and went.

dramatic?
quite..
but it happened.

but,
she went vv peacefully.
tat's the good thing.
she passed away beautifully.
she just look like she is slping.
but she will nv be woken up.

i really miss her.
really.
last time,
every saturday,
i will go to ah ma's hse and visit her.
she will take care of me..
and cook the things i like to eat.
and her cooking skills were BRAVO.
her curry,her noodles,her soup,her dumplings,
her everything.

ah ma, i would also like to be ur grand-daughter next life. are you willing too? i will miss you.

PAINTING. :-)
I JUST WISH THAT MY PARENTS N BRO ARE ALWAYS HEALTHY.
IT'S JUST SO SIMPLE.
i love SINGING! cause i'm SINGaporean.