Time is running out.
RUNNING OUT!!!!!!!!!

u think i am talking and saying about olvl?
does it matter to me??
frankly speaking,

olevel is nothing to me now.
what i want now is to pray hard for my ah ma.

doctorS are saying that she is already at her finishing line,
she is going to end her 77years of journey really soon.

my parents are really depressed.
this is the first time i see my dad getting worried.
he has never appear sad in front of me.
this is the first time.

my mum has been going to my ah ma hse and hospital recently.
leaving me at home alone.
my mum is doing her best to accompany her.

me?
i really dunno what to do.
i cant appear sad in front of dad n mum.
they are v gloomy too.
i got to hide in my blanket and cry sometimes.

i really cannot imagine days without my ah ma.
i really dunno what will happen to my saturdays where i used to visit her.

i really had a lot of gd memories in my ah ma hse with my ah ma and cousins.
though we have grown up,
we still love going there and chit chat.

what if my ah ma is not there anymore?
will we still go there every saturday?
hahax. my dad say No.

she's now in the hospital.
days are running out.
i am scared.
really scared.

heaven is being so unfair to me.
why do i need to face such situation?
with olvl on the left and death on the right?

i cant focus on work.
ah ma is much more impt for me.

i am so worried.
she says she will leave us this month.
she will not survive till next month.
she is feeling terrible now.

now till the end of the month is only about 20days.
I WANT TO BUY MORE TIME!

i wan my ah ma by my side.
she cannot leave us.
nonono.

looking at the photos we took..
she was so healthy and happy then.
now,
she's like a living skeleton.
very skinny.

i hope to give her happiness before she leaves.
but how?
any practical suggestions?


if i suddenly absent from school,
that will be the day.

BE STRONG. I <3 YOU

PAINTING. :-)
I JUST WISH THAT MY PARENTS N BRO ARE ALWAYS HEALTHY.
IT'S JUST SO SIMPLE.
i love SINGING! cause i'm SINGaporean.