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Overview


Hello, my name is PAINTING. I really LOVE MUSIC. I love TV DRAMAS especially with HAPPY ENDING.

Screams



12.13.2006
omg.
how shld i start this.
it's kinda sad now.
cz i m listening to titanic song..
and it's make me feel lyk breaking down.


erm..kinda surprise.
cz the news is spreading so fast.
i also dunno how they managed to do this.
well.
thkz for the people who comforted me.
yar.ms neo,thkz for ur sms.


oh yar.
can anyone pls tell me where did i go wrong?
i admitted tat i m late for band today cz cutting straws~
BUT.
other den tat.
i really noe nth.

cz no1 told me to do anything?
and i can only say i m damn suay.

i shld tell e story here for e benefit of those ppl who arent sure of e incident.

ya.
today go band vvv early to open band room..
help to take snow balls,laptop and gift for guest player.
den go band..
wrap presentS..
all i wrapped 1.
and e words on e banner..
ALL I WROTE 1.
i cutted most of it..ok?

i m doing e job that wasnt mine.
i m just helping those ppl..
cz they are having band prac.
so i stayed in e band store for e whole morning.

den went to eat lunch.
when i came back.
ms neo ask me to go general office to cut e straws..
becz she couldnt bring e cutter out.
yup.
so i went to GO after telling ppl tat i m leaving.

stayed at GO to cut until 1220.
i called yj to ask some juniors down to cut it,
cz my band prac starting.
yup.yj ask tuba n cornet juniors down.
they say they r willing to help..
but i was aware tat cornet junior r playing 4 concert.
den i ask her to go back ask woodwinds junior cum.

yup.
den recieved sms n calls..
telling me tat the juniors cant come and help.
and ask me to rush back to band room..

after tat i called pohyih.
cz he is percussion,and his practise was over,
i assumed tat he can take over our job..
i was quite panic at tat moment..
so din hear clearly wat he said.
den hang e phone.
ask tuba junior to wait until he come.

i rushed back to band room.
open e door.
said Good afternoon sir..
den he SCREAMED at me straight away.
keep pointing fingers at me too.
"U R E MAJOR.U R SUPPOSE TO SET AN EXAMPLE!"
"U R E MAJOR.U R SUPPOSE TO ORGANISE E BAND B4 I COME!"
"U R E MAJOR.I SEND U TO NCO COURSE AND THIS IS WAT U LEARN!"
"WAT WAS I THINKING.HAHAX.U ATTENDED NCO COUSE.OH MY GOD!"

i kinda freak out when he keep repeating saying that I M E MAJOR!
SO WAT IF I M E MAJOR?
SO WAT IF I ATTENDED NCO?
I DIDNT GET TO DO WAT MAJORS DO.


MAJORS ARE ALSO HUMAN BEINGS.
AND HUMAN BEINGS MAKE MISTAKES.
INCLUDING ME!

den he start to ask those questions which i cannot ans..
"WHY U NV SETTLE E BAND?"
"WHY NV WARM THEM UP?"
"WAT DID YUNJIE ASK U TO DO?"
"WAT DID YUNJIE SAY?"

at tat point of time.
i really dunno how to answer.
i just replied yes sir yes sir.sorry sir.


NO1 TELL ME ANYTHING.
so wat m i suppose to do?

yup.maybe i din hear wat yj tell me?

i dint noe that i have to conduct the band for warm up too?
DID ANYONE TELL ME BEFORE?
IF I CONDUCT WARM UP?
WILL U GUYS SAY I EXTRA?
not cm still conduct.
THIS IS WEIRD OK.

all these things everytime not i in-charge 1.
how am i suppose to noe?
if u wanna ask me why i nv in-charge..
so sry.i also dunno how to ans.

"THE PEOPLE WITH HIGHER RANKS TENDS TO DROP E MOST TOO!!"
he told me this..face to face...eyes to eyes.
alright.
wanna strip off post jiu say lar.
why bother go one big round when e meaning is still e same?

yup.
den he ask wat's my posts..
i told him abm,chief librarian and sl.
HE LAUGHED OK.
saying that why me,this kind of person still got so many posts.
i can see from his expression that he is regreting.
and was thinking of which post to strip.

and i answear his question still nid to stand up.
he said "is MAJOR bigger den CONDUCTOR?"
well.ok.
i STAND!
yar..den listen to his scoldings..
cant stand him..
keep saying abt post..stripping off..
THAT KIND OF THINGS~

AND YAR!
why does he have to ask me abt stef's attendence?
he always see me..den ask me abt stef..
why?
i noe nth abt her.
why dun go ask yj..she got more info.
SUAY LO.
he can ask me abt other ppl..
dun he dint ask b4.
...
dunno why?

den it's lyk everything got to link to me..
abt wat yunjie..
abt tuba junior..
abt pohyih..
yar.
everything is AGAINST me.
i was going to give up when yunjie tell png smth..
i couldnt rmb it.
den tuba junior cum back from GO.
again..it's against me.
and suay suay..
dunno why so zhun..pohyih come in band room.
wahseh.
triple attack ar?


dunno wat to say.
keep on apologising.
SORRY SIR!
it's all my fault.
my fault for being late.
my fault for not organising e band.
my fault for not doing e warm up.

yar.that's abt it..
actually there is more..
but i din wan to say anymore..
if u wan..can ask me..
but i will feel irritated.HAHAX

after tat.
got 5mins break.
den got summoned by png AGAIN!!AGAIN!!!AGAIN!!!!
took a chair and sit beside him..
and he talk talk talk..
still say wat..
"im not trying to scold u..but leader must be smart..initiative..etc"
he still ask why i look so stress...
IT'S IT OBVIOUS?
-__-
den say i skinny.
no nid to run.
that's e only lucky part.


yar..no nid to run 3 rounds..
but no more post!!
that's what he think..

hahax.

and.
POHYIH listen up.
NCO IS A TRAP.
so u dun ever do anything wrong..
if not sure die..
[like me..]
cz we go NCO BEFORE!
higher expectations ar?

shit him.
not i wan to go..
is he choose me?
HAHAX.
i dunno.

oh yar.
e above ppl i have mentioned.
i m not angry or anythings bu shuang abt it..
dun feel sry yj,theresa..
truly..
i m not angry ok..
we r all still good frends right?
dun leave me alone ok!
HAHAX
buddies!!