haix.

life is tough for me this few days.
really tough.

had to pretend this n that..

always has a feeling that i m alone,
cz i m really ALONE.
this is a fact.

i always thought i prefer to be alone.
cz it's so carefree.

however,
ytd i walked to cp alone.
i felt vvv sad.
knowing that there was a vvv big BAND gang behind,
it was so close yet so far.
they r having lots of fun,
pushing,playing,chatting...etc.

for me?
is kinda ke lian.
walking to cp ALONE,
listening to radio.
den in front is sec1 gang,
behind is senior gang.
nth to say lar.
just v sad.




being alone isnt good.
guys,pls dun learn from me.
i m a very bad example.
=(


well.
i choose this path.
cant blame anybody right.

i believe,
if i can go through this few days..
i am able to live,alone,happily ever after!


i just find myself vvvv stupid.
not academically.
BUT emotionally.

i went to take something that WASNT belonged to me.
if i dun say it out.no1 will noe it.
so, out of stupidcimo,
i keep it with me.

i like it v much.
e days with the thing makes me happier..

but when i thought of the OWNER of e thing,
will he/she be sad,disappointed or angry?
at that point,
i found out that i was wrong.
totally wrong.

thus i decided to return it to it's owner.
i cant bear to seperate with it.
but,
if things r mine,no1 can take it away from me.

so if the thing can be returned to it's owner,
i guess it can NEVER be mine.


everyone make mistake.
i made a big mistake too.
a stupid mistake.
but i have learn my mistake.
hope,i will be forgiven.


i m now still struggling with the days without it.
dunno i can go through e days anot.
OR i will steal the thing back? [nonono]

i hope i can forget abt it,
cz i dun think it will cum back to me again...

PAINTING. :-)
I JUST WISH THAT MY PARENTS N BRO ARE ALWAYS HEALTHY.
IT'S JUST SO SIMPLE.
i love SINGING! cause i'm SINGaporean.