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Overview


Hello, my name is PAINTING. I really LOVE MUSIC. I love TV DRAMAS especially with HAPPY ENDING.

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Melody


Ayaka - Okaeri.mp3 -

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10.29.2005
holiday starts...
this means my nightmare begins..


i was wrong from the beginning.
i shldnt have let myself step into such situation.
i stepped into this situation without being notice.
i was blinded by all the goods.


i wasnt like this before.
i told myself not to think abt the issue.
i also swear that i wun.
i was so sure at first.


mabbe this is the power that pushed me into the trap.


u are cruel.
u brought me to the trap,
pushed me inside,
and went out urself.

u leave me there alone.
i saw ur smile from ur face when u left.
this is the moment when my tears flowed down.


i told myself to control all my emotion.
control my feelings towards u.
sad to say that,
i failed.

i m willing to apologise to u.

i am very sorry.


i hate u.
really.
u brought me to the extreme end of happiness,
and drop me down to the core.

how can u do this?
this is ur evil side right?
nope.
i shldnt have said that.
becz u have always be like this.
it is all my fault to imagine u to b so caring,
so patient,
so wonderful.

i cant believe.
a top 10 student can actually believe ur lies,
imagine u to be so good.
now i noe,
u use this to flirt with gals.
LIAR.


SORRY SORRY.
i shld have said such a bad thing abt u.

it is all my fault.
i m too stupid.
idiot.
i m insane.
it isnt ur fault.
i think too much right?


what has happen had happened.
so the only way of solving the problem is ez.
the one and only way.

i'll leave ur world quietly.


u do not need to look for me.
i will pretend to see a stranger when i saw u.


u do not need to say anything.
dun feel bad abt it.
please,
dun be angry with urself.
really, it had nth to do with u.

if u happen to read this,
promise me the last thing.

you must stay happy no matter what happens,
run for ur happiness.

this is a very gudd opportunity for me to slow down my pace.
i am very tired running behind u.

if u cant promise to give me any more happiness,
let me go.

cause u are giving me sadness for all this time.


let be be brave for the last time.
let me leave.
i shld have leave from the start.
i was a burden.


please frenz,
dun ask me anything abt this.
i will not ans.