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Overview


Hello, my name is PAINTING. I really LOVE MUSIC. I love TV DRAMAS especially with HAPPY ENDING.

Screams



10.27.2005
things are so complicated.
why do we have to make such a difficult decision when we are only 14?

this is too cruel.
we cant take the stress,
the pressure.
i will breakdown.


this isnt me.
i shld be happy,
cheerful.

why has overpower the true self?

too many things happen at the same time.
i really cannot handle it all by myself.
but there is no one for me to talk to.


no one will listen to a irritating gal lyk me.
it is expected.


i haf imagine everything to be so nice.
in my dream,
everything is so beautiful.

who noes?

hahax.
the fate play a big joke on me.
everything was opposite.


this joke is funny.


it gonna turn my life upside down.

my subject combination
make me so stressed up.

my family matters.
make me so worried.

my frenzship,
make me so depressed.

my personal matter,
make me so sad.

how to solve all this.
i really dunno.





i hope time can stop for me to rest
and think of a solution wif someone i trust.