this week is the turning point in my life.
cause i have already decided to grab the chance to apply for H3 program.
i know i do not have the capability and of cause, i m way not up to the standard!!!
it should be for those who are really clever...
when i told my dad, he asked me to cherish the chance, dun give up before you even start working for it.

and ya.
i reflected thoroughly.
i should not give up this chance..
as i have already given up my chance of getting into temasek junior college earlier this yr.
cz i think i dun have the capability.


i m a girl with no confident, my dad said.
dun give up this 2nd chance for u to shine.

and even if i failed in the end,
i believed that my dad will still be proud of me.
at least, i am able to walk out of my comfort zone and try smth challenging.

well.
see the hope my dad has for me?
so i decided to give it a try.

we know that getting the scholarship is way too far for me,
but it is the experience that counts.

i believe that this program shall stretch my limit to the max,
and allow me to discovered a new yanting which i have never know.

however,
after talking so much crap,
I STILL DUNNO THERE ARE WHICH SUBJECTS AVAILABLE FOR ME TO CHOOSE!?!?!
=_=

and i m still deciding if i shld take chem or maths.
shall go and consult my chem teacher tml for her comments.


enough of that,
i m sick. =_=
and i went to see the doctor in the early in the morning.
i think my mum had a hard time waking me up.
very sick. fever,sore throat,cough,flu...
wasnt feeling good,
so i din went to sch..

and i missed my op rehearsal.
shit.
less practices for me...
op is the worst part of pw lah..
cz my english is...damn....lousy!
i cant speak!! =_=
i need more practices...!!
so, i will still go sch tml for pw..
hehe. i m such a good girl.

PAINTING. :-)
I JUST WISH THAT MY PARENTS N BRO ARE ALWAYS HEALTHY.
IT'S JUST SO SIMPLE.
i love SINGING! cause i'm SINGaporean.