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Overview
Hello, my name is PAINTING. I really LOVE MUSIC. I love TV DRAMAS especially with HAPPY ENDING.
Screams
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5.29.2008
ah.i finally have enough sleep today! but i still woke up at around 10.30? TO DO GPP RESEARCH! my leader wans the research to be in by NOON. so i rushed for it. however, he wasnt online at that time lar.. Wat the . . . haha. but it's ok lar. at least i accomplished my job! today is SUPPOSE TO BE MY MUGGING DAY. cz i have been spending my last 3days outside n 'have fun', moreover,tml i am going to chalet. so i must mug today! but i failed lar. it's really damn SIANNNZZZZ to mug. i only read through circular motion n geog weathering notes. and nth else. i think i tml must get up v early to mug first b4 enjoying! can i do it? i doubt it. and. i dunno why. has been feeling a little bit moody. i have this sudden urge. to really sit down and think of wat kind of future i want. seriously lar, i am 17 already! it's not young anymore. and till now,i still dunno what job i wan in future? i do not have a goal in mind. and it makes my road difficult to move on. heard a lot of things from the more senior ppl or some famous ppl on tv. why are they so successful now? it's simply becz they went into the career they wished. they have tot of their goals since young and thus work very hard towards it. argh..where's mine la! =_= actually i have always wanted to be a teacher since young. but since i have started teaching tuition, kids are quite irritating sometimes. esp when they KEEP talking among themselves and ignore u when u are talking! this really scare me off ok! i wanted to be DJ too. but it's scary to be lock inside the room at night. ............. hahax. alamak. have i wasted my 17yrs on earth? i din rmb i have any achievement in my life seriously. i am not clever, neither do i have any talent. come to think of that..i feel that i m really a vvv ordinary girl. ah.tat's not i wan to be. i wan to be Somebody and not nobody ! haha. this shall temporary be my goal now! |
