HAAIIYOOOO.

the world is so unfair.
i don't seem to be enjoying my holiday.
NOT AT ALL.

it's been a long that i went out with my friends.
it is not that no one asked me to tag along,
i just feel very guilty to go out when i have not finished my homework.
that feeling is weird.

alright.
shall not discuss about that.
it makes me feel depressed.
ha.

Yar.
recently,
there is some friendship problem in my class.
i simply can't forgive myself for doing such a "cruel" thing.
i do not know if i am soft-hearted or simply just feeling guilty for the evil things i have said or done..

i just feel very bad.
hey Whys, please do not condemn me for the words above.
that's what i feel.
i feel that i am the one who lead to what has happened today.
because i have made the conversation ended too peacefully.
i have made her feel that everything is solved,
while nothing is solved.

it's partly my fault.
i made her days so miserable.

i apologized.


after this incident,
i started thinking of my friends around me.
i am so glad that i have many many many many friends.

but.
after thinking.
i found out that i do not have a best friend.
really.
i am surprised too.

i really do not have a best friend that also treat me as her best friend.
unlike in primary school.
we were really bonded together.

i feel quite sad and lonely when i thought of this.
ha.
especially when all my friends have their best friend.
they are either paired up or a group of 4.
i envy them lots.

i have many friends,
but do i have any best friend?
i really cant think of any.

PAINTING. :-)
I JUST WISH THAT MY PARENTS N BRO ARE ALWAYS HEALTHY.
IT'S JUST SO SIMPLE.
i love SINGING! cause i'm SINGaporean.