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Overview


Hello, my name is PAINTING. I really LOVE MUSIC. I love TV DRAMAS especially with HAPPY ENDING.

Screams



5.14.2005
wat is love
does anybody noes
i feel tat love is one sided
i love u n u dun realise it
it is often the case
i haf been watchin u in a dist
but u dun seem to noe it
i dun haf the courage to tell u
not even the courage to walk pass u
u r juz 2 level above mi
we r so near yet so far
u dunno there is a mi in this world
u haf never notice mi
do u?
u r torturing mi now
i can onli look at u in a dist
when u happen to walk pass mi
i dun even dare to look up to u
my heart was beating faster den i can imagine
i will look down to the floor until u haf passed mi
my frenz says i m stupid
but i dun tink so
wat is the point of tellin u
when i will get rejected in the end?
i perfer the way i look at u now
the nature of u
is beautiful
u laugh loudly
smile brightly
tat's all i want
i haf never thought of being wif u
cz i dun wan to gib myself illusion
i dun wan to gib myself a hope
tat will upset my in the end
i wan to live happily
so i wun let u enter deeply into my heart
this is the only win-win solution
i haf got no choice
i noe u dunno mi
but does it matter?
juz let mi look at u in a dist
i dun wish for more...